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Happy Saturday!
It sunny here. I just finished my diy table and I am glad I made it. All by myself :)
I will see some friends for a coffee later and maybe we'll go climbing again tomorrow or next week. It has been amazing the first time, so I want to understand whether it's worth it to subscribe for a 6 weeks class or not.
I feel weird lately. Emotions related to job loss are strong and of a depressive kind. So, from the "hearth" point of view I feel my life doesn't make sense, now that I have lost all the things which were important to me (mum, hubby, my dream job).
On the other side, the "brain" side is telling me that it's just a job, I will find another one. I will find somebody else to love. I will live in a brand new place and be happy, somehow.
I hope the brain part will win the battle :)
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Yesterday evening I fel like having something sweet, so I made gluten free pancakes. Its ages I haven't eaten pancakes. So, grabbed a recipe from the internet, chopped some chocolate, mixed the ingredients and baked them. The point is that after having the pancakes I felt so hungry and thirsty all night. Before going to sleep I had some "better food", just Parma ham and some rice crackers, and it was better. Combinations of flour (even if gluten free) and sugar have this effect on me. I have to keep it in mind for next time I feel like having sweets and then go for dark chocolate.
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Next week I will go to Italy, very likely. Looking forward seeing my friends, but also a bit worried.
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