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I feel happy for no reason :)
It's such a nice feeling!
Tonight I feel better than I did in the past 6 years. It's hard to explain, something within myself switched on, I got the impression I am going to make it. I realized I started again to enjoy life, friends, all the small things. It's so nice feeling lighter, concerning my mind, heart, soul. And I am not even eating chocolate!!!
Technically, I have lost my job, my husband, my mom. But it does not matter right now. I know I am going to make it, I am going to overcome all these things. It's a nice awareness.
I am on a strict "no-sugar" diet right now, meaning not eating fruit, pasta, rice, potatoes, cakes. Only allowed food: meat, fish, eggs, cheese, veggies. the first few days I have been starving, now it's gettin better. The motivation that allows me to keep going is that I am making this effort for myself, for my health, and I am worth it. I am worth every single nice thing in life. We all are. And we fully deserve feeling better, healthier and looking nicer to ourselves. Just for ourselves.
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