Päiväkirja - dreamcatcher10, 16 tammi 15

when i was a small child I loved the rollercoaster my Dad & I

dont like them so much now at almost 63
Life has been a huge rooercoaster as of late more on the ups then the downs I praise the Lord for that
I do see for a fact more then not when Im not eating right or even down mentally I dont get on here as I get negative and not only do others not like it ,,,, I dont like it I feel some times helpless and a downer and I dont want to be that person <3 I do still Love me I just dont like me so much <3
anywho wore my meter lately got past 5000 steps the other day was so pleased with myself

today went to the gym been going more then not yaaaaaaahooo <3
Im very excited my Son graduated from Drug rehab yesterday ,, he is moving in with me & Husband who is ok with it too <3 till he see's what the court will do the 4th of feb they dropped the drug charge's he had because a joint was in his car

the 2 domestic charges one from his wife and one from his daughter
both daughter and wife dropped the charges ,, but the state wont ,,, here is the kicker after all what happened and I stuck up 100 % for my Daughter in Love ,,, she came to me 2 weeks latter to tell me half the things she said was a lie to the polices O M G noooooo
yes she said cryng to me
there soon to be 22 year old daughter has been living with them since she was 18 years old ,, had a little girl who is now 3 years old has gotten hooked on drugs and she dint want her granddaughter to go to DFS this is what the two (( MY SON & DAUGHTER IN LOVE )) have been fighting over not a little pot but hard core drugs

but its all out in the open now ... Glen has own up to his copping out and anger my Daughter In Love has owned up to her covering up enabling and they both are getting professional help <3 yahooo <3
but my granddaughter nos her number is up she is going nuts
not only is she afraid of losing her daughter but losing a place to live
My Daughter in Love and my Son are welling to help there granddaughter for sure ,, but want there daughter to go to drug rehab to and she is fighting it and trying to cause all kinds of trouble big time <3 breathingggggg <3
I have wittinessed Gods power on them many our Praying for the family and ya can see it ,, it truly is amazing <3 I keep saying Dolores Lynn no matter up or down TAKE CARE OF YOUR GIFT YOUR BODY ,, some days I do and some days its like a twinky well fix it ,,,,, and I know it wont ,,,

Sorry I haven't stated in touch
some of your are so seemingly perfect,, down down down they go on the scale and I just give up and get overwhelmed I seemed to always come back ,,, well MY PRAYER FOR THIS YEARS IS FOR ME TO STOP THIS ,, i WANT TO BE CONSISTENT ... Please Lord <3 I want to respect the body God has given me <3
Praying yous are well when I get a chances



es I want to read the post to see how yous are doing God Bless ya Much <3

Näytä dieettikalenteri, 16 tammikuuta 2015:
1233 kcal Rasva: 60,17g | Prot: 36,74g | Hh: 138,22g.   Aamiainen: Chocolate Coated or Frosted Doughnuts, EAT Gr Value No Sugar Added French Vanilla Coffee Creamer, Coffee. Päivällinen: Pizza with Meat. Välipalat/Muut: Sara Lee 45 Calories & Delightful 100% Whole Wheat Bread, Sara Lee 45 Calories & Delightful 100% Whole Wheat Bread, Russell Stover Sugar Free Strawberry Cream covered with Chocolate, General Mills Bugles Original (25g), Butter, Del Monte Diced Peaches No Sugar Added. lisää...
2561 kcal Harjoitus: Elliptinen - 21 minuuttia, Lepo - 15 tuntia ja 39 minuuttia, Nukkuminen - 8 tuntia. lisää...

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I'm so glad you haven't given up! I find this is a great site to safely share what's going on in my life. Even in the few instances I've seen negative comments on someone's journal, there are ALWAYS many many more positive comments and so many people want to encourage. Keep up your good attitude! Blessings 
16 tammi 15 jäseneltä: Hipaagrammy
Best of luck getting through this. Hopefully your granddaughter will get the treatment she needs.  
16 tammi 15 jäseneltä: wholefoodnut
Don't give up and no one is perfect. It might look perfect on paper but we all have struggles and issues that we have to go through ourselves or with our families. You got this! 
16 tammi 15 jäseneltä: skwhite
wow just got a call about an hour ago my 10 year old granddaughter who has ADHD & autism had to be put into the hospital for an evaluation she said she was going to kill herself and her teacher ,, she spent two weeks ago with me we went to the mall we had so much fun I spoiled her that day <3 she was so happy <3 Im so hurt to hear about what happened today <3 Pray PLEASE <3  
16 tammi 15 jäseneltä: dreamcatcher10
lady's I'm so Grateful to you for your kindness and hopefully tomorrow I can go to your post <3 I do know I have to go clean house for my daughter who's little girl is in the hospital her older sister and I well do it for her to ease some of her burden <3  
16 tammi 15 jäseneltä: dreamcatcher10
Sending prayers and positive thoughts your way. We all have ups and downs in our lives. Not all of those ups and downs are about weight. Take care of yourself. 
17 tammi 15 jäseneltä: kattay

     
 

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