Päiväkirja - dorindam59, 30 syys 15

I can't tell you how frustrated I am today. Since a guy at work quit, I have been taking over the job he was doing as well as my own. I had to learn a whole new set of skills and programs. At the same time the client was wanting changes to these programs. I've been working my butt off trying to learn everything and make the changes. My team lead usually is the contact with the client and breaks down what I need to do, then I do it. She has been on vacation for a week and will be gone another week. I also am supposed to be off Thurs and Fri as well as Mon and Tues for my cake event. But the client and my upper management is apparently not happy that I need time off or that I don't know all the answers that my team lead addresses. They think I do not have my priorities right. I mark my time off a year ahead of time for this event. Now, when I a supposed to be finishing up my cakes and taking classes, I also will have to work and attend meetings. I am fortunate that I work from home, but I'm so upset I can barely do my cakes. My hands are shaking and my head is pounding. I've been putting in 12 hour days just for work and doing my cakes weekends and late at night. Plus I'm not getting feedback on just what it is that is wrong or what they are unhappy about, just that there are problems. Sigh. I'm sure I will be ok and this too shall pass. My hubby says to remember Isaiah 54:17. no weapon forged against you will prevail, and you will refute every tongue that accuses you. This is the heritage of the servants of the LORD, and this is their vindication from me," declares the LORD. Yes, this is what I need to remember. It is a good thing though that I am not ruled by emotions, cause my first instinct is to quit and run away and see how they like that! lol! But I will persevere. I will have victory. I have the mind of Christ and I will be able to do and produce what they require. Lord if there are things I am not understanding, please give me understanding. If there are things not being communicated in an effective way, please have them communicated to me. If I am messing up, please help me to see my errors and give me ideas to correct them. I have the mind of Christ. Through Christ all things are possible.

Näytä dieettikalenteri, 30 syyskuuta 2015:
1843 kcal Rasva: 122,88g | Prot: 146,96g | Hh: 38,46g.   Aamiainen: Strawberries, Now Foods MCT Oil, Cocoa Powder (Unsweetened), Cinnamon, Atkins Milk Chocolate Delight Shake. Lounas: Buffalo Wild Wings Parmesan Garlic Sauce, Buffalo Wild Wings Traditional Wings. Päivällinen: Birds Eye Steamfresh Broccoli & Cauliflower, Skinless Chicken Breast. Välipalat/Muut: caramel chocolate nut roll atkins, Powerade Zero Grape (Bottle). lisää...
3234 kcal Harjoitus: Kotityöt - 8 tuntia, Toimistotyö - 8 tuntia, Nukkuminen - 8 tuntia. lisää...

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Picked up my prayer book and the first thing is Proverbs 4:5-7 and it is exactly what is needed too. Get wisdom! Get understanding! Do not forget, nor turn away from the words of my mouth. Do not forsake her, and she will preserve you; Love her, and she will keep you. Wisdom is the principal thing; Therefore get wisdom. And in all your getting, get understanding.  
30 syys 15 jäseneltä: dorindam59
Make yourself a priority! You are worthy! 
30 syys 15 jäseneltä: Sugar Waffle
How do you find a job to be able to work at home.  
30 syys 15 jäseneltä: kathy shoemaker
Why don't you talk to your client and upper management about your problems. Maybe you all can compromise something so that you will be able to spend more time on your cakes. Speaking up is always the best thing to do, especially if the problem is causing stress in your personal life. If no compromise can be made well then you need to show them how to do so. Nothing good has ever happened to anyone who has never spoken up. 
30 syys 15 jäseneltä: Julissa Banuelos
Well, I work for a major computer company in IT, computer programming and such. We had a local office but they closed so our whole team started working from home. I log into the company internet through the internet from my house on a company provided computer. Some companies it is very common to telecommute. I didn't think I would like it at first but now I really do, and would rather do that for any future jobs. We just all work over the internet and the phone. The one bad thing is it is hard to just stop work. I find myself working early in the morning and late at night and also weekends if I have things to finish. Things I might not do if I went into an office. But even though I've had office jobs in the last 10 years, I was still able to work from home part time so there were still many times I worked off hours. Plus I'm on salary so I don't get paid per hour that I work. ;)  
30 syys 15 jäseneltä: dorindam59
Awww - good luck. I hope you find a way to manage it and still have time for your gorgeous cakes! 
30 syys 15 jäseneltä: HCB
Good luck on your cakes and your double/triple job. Be strong. Hope your cakes win the prize. 
01 loka 15 jäseneltä: LO-Carb Karen
Good luck with all that you are juggling at this time! So sad that all this stress is stealing your joy from the creativity of doing your cakes. 
01 loka 15 jäseneltä: rhontique

     
 

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