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So today was a little difficult for me... Today was the 1st time that my daughters got to sit down and talk to their dead beat father in almost 10 years. He has 7 kids, however I have the only 2 girls. He is an on again off again father who only remembers that he has kids on their birthdays, christmas, and easter, every few years. I have protected my girls from his yoyo behavior but he somehow got in touch with my older daughter and wanted to start a relationship with her, It is soooo hard but I have to let my girls see for themselves what kind of man he is. He is not abusive, nor on drugs or in and out of jail, but rather a man who does not take care of his responsibilites and is extreamly flakie.
I was soooo stressed out about the meeting with him today that I forgot to eat lunch, then to top it off we met at McDonalds of all places, then afterwards I was offered some dried fruit and nut trail mix that I did take a handful of because I knew that I had to go to the grocery store after the meeting and I didnt want to be hungry while shopping because I knew that I would make even more horrible food choices.
The only reason I HAD to go to the grocery store today was because I had absolutely no meat in my freezer because I had to make room yesterday to make approx 150 chocolate covered strawberrys for a baby shower. It was soooo tempting let me tell you.... especially at night when I knew that I had everything to make chocolate chip cookie dough, but I stayed strong and got through the craving.
All in all I went over my alloted carbs by 9 grams today. Lets see what my weight will be in the morning....
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1294 kcal
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Rasva: 69,14g | Prot: 151,06g | Hh: 19,18g.
Aamiainen: Bacon, chicken breast. Lounas: pickled jalapeno, sour cream, chedar cheese, ranch, cucumber, broccoli, iceburg lettuce, ground beef. lisää...
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