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ok, first thing this morning, before sun was up, I made the stupid move of stepping on the scale. I almost threw the IT box out the window! yeah right that would have gotten the pounds off faster, lol. Instead I just said a few 'choice' words at it then caught a glimpse of my face in the mirror and laughed. Well what else could I do? I've already cried over this stupid IT box in the past and that didn't help! At least getting a giggle at 5 am seemed to calm me a little bit and I went back to sleep (kind of.....just watched TV between nods). I have been having intense cravings for chocolate the past few days and even almost bought a box of chocolates, they were on sale buy one get one free! AND this is the BIG box! I resisted at least for yesterday but I know if it continues I will not be able to resist, eventually...but I take it one day and sometimes one moment at a time. I found out later that a good friend of mine gave into her temptation, she had a donut someone else gave her (that knows she is trying to cut out sugar & wheat) and she started eating chocolates from one of THOSE trap boxes. I didn't tell her before about my cravings and just thought WOW, that seems coincidental. Then she spoke about a slight depression, which I also have! Gee, is there something in the air? I feel better today and I want to say Thank you to Chesgreen & Sassy D78 for their comments to my previous journal entry. I greatly appreciate it and need to read AND 'digest' the wise words :-)
Hope ALL is well in FS-Land & Take care to ALL :-)
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