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Sigh. I must have some type of bug. I still feel icky. Sore throat.
I'm going to vent a little so if you'd rather skip this entry please feel free to move on.
DH talked to errant daughter today. She claims her tax refund was only $200 and she had past due fines and electric bill to pay and the money is all gone. Looked at her account, coffee out and a $15 meal at a restaurant. Tells dad,I wanted BBQ so it was my treat to myself. Well okay then. Funny, I didn't think treating yourself was an option when you have bills to pay.
So of course, and no real surprise to me, I have to put a check in the mail tomorrow.
I don't want to vent with DH, he already feels badly enough. But I'm beyond irritated. If money weren't an issue or as much of an issue it would be easier to swallow. We have so many things that need attending to, house wise, health wise, bill wise but we can't do any of them. But SHE can treat herself to BBQ and coffee out because she wants to.
I keep telling myself DH needed to do this. If I had said no he'd still be filled with the fantasy that he could help her. It would have been harder between us. I said yes. I knew she'd burn us. And being pissed off isn't going to help the situation. And I keep thinking blessings will come from somewhere else. Our needs will be met.
I want to eat. I want tortillas with cheese and s'mores granola, and muddie buddies. All things I currently have in the house. I'm not hungry. I know I will regret it if I do. So hopefully I'll be kind to myself. Remember the food won't make me feel better.
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770 kcal
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Rasva: 25,50g | Prot: 53,00g | Hh: 87,00g.
Lounas: El Pollo Loco Chicken Tortilla Soup with Tortilla Strips (Large). Päivällinen: Lean Cuisine Spa Collection Salmon with Basil. Välipalat/Muut: International Delight Cold Stone Creamery Hot For Cookie Coffee Creamer. lisää...
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2871 kcal
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Harjoitus:
Lepo - 8 tuntia, Nukkuminen - 8 tuntia, Toimistotyö - 8 tuntia. lisää...
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