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21 tammikuuta 2015

Within a week I gained 6lbs... man... how embarassing.

I can't allow my life events to dictate how much I eat. This needs to stop. I don't want my old habits, they should be long gone by now... sigh.

It's the 21st, I'm 206 lbs and I was SO close to getting under that 200 mark... I gotta want it bad enough. I need to surround myself with positive reinforcement. I will get back on track. I WILL. Starting today. :) Salad for lunch! Something creative for dinner... One step at a time. No rush. Slow and steady wins the race!

My dads side of the family is diabetic; Grandmother, Uncle, Father, and I just found out yesterday that my Mom is pre-diabetic. She said she has until the end of February to get her insulin under control or they'll be putting her on medication. It frustrates me that they're talking about meds... I wish I could help my mom make better choices... But how will I help her if I can't do it myself?

Focus, focus, focus!
Paino: Tähän mennessä pudotettu: Vielä jäljellä: Dieetin noudattaminen:
93,4 kg 7,7 kg 11,8 kg Huonosti
   (20 kommenttia) Painonnousu 2,5 kg viikossa

20 tammikuuta 2015

14 tammikuuta 2015

Paino: Tähän mennessä pudotettu: Vielä jäljellä: Dieetin noudattaminen:
90,9 kg 10,3 kg 9,3 kg Kohtuullisen hyvin
   (12 kommenttia) Painonpudotus 0,6 kg viikossa

12 tammikuuta 2015

After a year of living with my boyfriend, I will be moving out today. Everything is wonderful at home, our intimate time was always amazing, but something was missing... I'm 20 lbs lighter than I was when we first got together, but because I am significantly overweight he has reluctantly admitted that it has affected the way he touches me and it hasn't changed since I've lost weight. I want to know that it's not just my face that is attractive, but my whole body. There are plenty of people out there that will accept and love me for all of me, and I deserve that kind of love. He also deserves someone who better suits his preferences. He is seeking counseling to try and work out his judgement, but I have a spot-on intuition and I feel as though this might be the end of the road for us. I hate to see him so upset, I know he loves me and how much effort he's put in to making me happy, but I'm looking for something a little more...

I am signing a rental lease today, moving my things, and am going to try to work things out with him... we'll see what happens. I've always wanted someone who is going to accept all of me, and I know they're out there, so I'm not worried... I know he'll find someone if we end up our separate ways, I'm not worried about that either. I'm not mad, I'm not bitter... just anxious for what lies ahead of me.

Have a great week, everyone!

09 tammikuuta 2015

Paino: Tähän mennessä pudotettu: Vielä jäljellä: Dieetin noudattaminen:
91,4 kg 9,8 kg 9,7 kg Kohtuullisen hyvin
   (10 kommenttia) Painonpudotus 0,4 kg viikossa


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